Really, all I want is a library

I don’t mean a public library. I mean a room in my house with shelves and books and a good reading light and a place to rest my bourbon.

Friends of mine have a library. I know it’s possible.

Laura Miller (who is the subject of this Jacket Copy post) wrote about culling her book collection in Sunday’s New York Times. She knows a couple who’ve gotten rid of most of their books; agent Ira Silverberg, who purges the books by the people he’s stopped talking to; and Jonathan Franzen, who once kept a strict read-to-unread ratio. Miller’s collection is more aspirational (may unread books, including a Dickens tome), but she tries to keep a one-book-in, one-book-out policy.

But the real issue isn’t how many books you have. It’s about how much space you have, factored against how often you have to pick up all your books and move them.

If I had a big rambling house like my grandmother did, I’d never get rid of any books. OK, some of the books that end up in my possession are throw-awayable, like one Tod Goldberg had to let go, but I would not be forced to triage books I actually want. I do not, like my grandmother, live in a big rambling house with a library — it also had a paleolithic-era TV that I think had ceased to function — I live in a small LA apartment that I will probably leave when my lease is up.

In my current space, my library is everywhere — narrow halls, living room, bedroom. I keep the unread books on a short bookshelf that actually needs to be taller. No matter how hard I try, stacks of books, usually in mid-read, form on horizontal surfaces like stalagmites.

In Pittsburgh I had a ridiculous amount of space, three stories of a skinny row house (plus basement), and I used the attic as a library. But the attic wasn’t insulated, so most of the year I only made forays up there, teeth chattering, to retrieve books as needed. I picked up bookshelves for other rooms and the library expanded. I had a newly-received branch (shelf) inside the front door; a grad-school project branch in the dining room.

Probably, no matter where I end up next — hauling boxes and boxes and many many many more boxes of books — they’ll still live everywhere. Library or not.

But I still want a library.

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