My manuscript is done, the paperwork is done, the administrative staff in the English Department are so sick of taking my calls that they tell me to stop worrying. My MFA is finished!

Many of my MFA-related posts are here. Mid-program I stopped blogging so much about the details, for two main reasons. First, a professor was acting increasingly bizarrely toward me, and it was a small enough program so I feared that this person’s identity could be sussed out. Second, I started teaching myself, and while that took up a lot of time and attention I didn’t think it would be fair to blog about the in-class efforts of my oh-so-nervous freshmen.

So to get a complete picture of my grad school experience, you really need to sit down with me. I invite you to do this — or just celebrate my newly-minted MFAness — anytime at Musso & Frank, with LA’s best martinis. Seriously. Just email paperhaus (at) gmail.com

koreatown craftsman

I gave the house on St. Andrews Place a quick once-over on my way up the walk. It was wide, with a nice fat yard, two stories and a big pitched roof. A real estate speculator would sell it as part craftsman, part alpine – white boards crossed its green shingles, giving it a ski lodge look – never mind that such a style hybrid didn’t exist in nature. That is, it existed in Los Angeles, but it wasn’t at all natural. Switzerland would be trying to keep the heat in, whereas here in the desert, we were always trying to keep it out. On the porch – shady, of course, to keep cool – two lady neighbors poured tears, all aflutter. A mournful older flatfoot tried to wrangle ’em. The ladies looked to me for some reassurance but I figured the old fella would do a better job than I could. My destination was inside, where the house was keeping something in, all right.

You’d almost think the photo inspired the passage. But I took that picture last week, walking around my Koreatown LA neighborhood. The blocks are crammed with apartment buildings, some 1920s marvels, some 1960s and 70s styles kind of gone to seed, some 1980s monstrosities. Few yards, few trees, few houses. I had to work to frame this house so you couldn’t see the blocky 3-story next door.

As for the passage, it was written about 2500 miles away, in Pittsburgh, the author totally oblivious to the house above. I can be sure of that; the author is me.

Plugging away on the thesis. Thanks for your patience.

Today I read Dark Lady of the Silents, the autobiography of actress Miriam Cooper. She starred in two of D.W. Griffith’s biggest films, possibly two of the most important films in the evolution of cinema, but you don’t know her name. (I assume this because I care about this stuff, and I didn’t know her name). The trouble is that the films were Birth of a Nation and Intolerance.

Birth of a Nation, for all its cinematic breakthroughs — it played for nearly 3 hours when most films were far shorter, it had sophisticated editing and unusual closeups — ended with the Klan riding in to rescue a good white southern family from negros driven mad by post-civil war freedom. riiiiiiiight. It was wildly popular, playing for years and screening for the president at the White Housem, but its racism is just plain awful. When it was released in 1915, some audiences rioted in anger. Even the witty DJ Spooky remix ReBirth of a Nation is uncomfortably creepy.

Intolerance was meant, in part, to be a response to the northern audiences who “misunderstood” Birth of a Nation. It was a morality tale about, duh, tolerance. It was also monumentally expensive, massive in scope (four storylines set thousands of years apart) and narratively challenging (the four stories were parallel, but never intersected). It never caught on with audiences like Birth of a Nation did; instead, it put Griffith in serious financial trouble, and he couldn’t maintain his stable of filmmakers and performers.

Exactly what prevented Miriam Cooper from becoming as remembered/beloved as Lillian Gish, another early Griffith actress, is, in part, that she starred in films that didn’t have a shelf life. Intolerance was a joke, Birth of a Nation an embarrassment. But part of it is something else, and that something is hard to discern from her memoir. While she is candid — as early as 1920 she and her husband, director Raoul Walsh, like to have high colonics! — she doesn’t have much self-doubt. She says she wanted to be a wife and mother — but she seemed to choose these just as her career skidded into dust. She says she wanted to give her adopted sons a better life — but when, years after she divorced, one child chose to live with her ex-husband, she never spoke to the boy again (not ever, not for 40 years). She got jobs on her looks, which she admits, and she calls herself beautiful, but she never considers her own vanity. I loved the dish Miriam Cooper dished, but I am still mulling over her blind spots. She doesn’t think much about herself, not in this book at least, not beyond the (sometimes juicy) facts.

But with her will and what must have been, in the early days, a rambunctious spirit, she should be better remembered. Cheers to Miriam Cooper, who, between 1910 and 1924, appeared in more than 100 films.

At Ward 6, J. Robert Lennon writes:

If you’re a writer, you like process. Occasionally I’ll meet a book enthusiast who has an idea for a book. “Now all I have to do is write it.” That person isn’t a writer–a writer is somebody who likes writing.

Right on! As long as “likes” does not exclude “and at times finds really, really difficult.” He goes on to say:

Ideas–those are a dime a dozen. You can find more ideas in one day’s morning paper than you can ever write in a lifetime.

Right on again! I tried to explain this to my (first) graduate thesis adviser, who was convinced of exactly the opposite. That ideas could be used up. That on the other side of an idea sat only emptiness. Sad, really. Ah, if only J. Robert Lennon had a little clone he could have sent to Pittsburgh once in a while, it would have saved me quite a bit of grief.

Good news: Maud Newton throws a story into the universe, the universe throws her a $1500 prize.

Good news: I’m catching up with back issues of One Story and “Bar Joke, Arizona” is great.

Good news: My coursework at Pitt is done! I turn in my thesis this summer. Looks like my grad school GPA is 3.9. Tra la!

Good news: when you go see a blockbuster at the big old Vista theater in LA, you’ll find that the manager has dressed up as the main character. Meet Ironman.

Good news: I will be in LA for Mark Sarvas‘ Sunday night book party at Vermin on the Mount!

Good news: I have an LA apartment! Three weeks from now I’ll be living in a 1923 apartment building with a front desk and a cloverleaf pool and one of my favorite LA bars on the ground floor.

Theory is good but it doesn’t prevent things from existing.

- Charcot to Freud

It’s stuck in a vortex of two papers due very soon.

One paper is for my Narratives of Teaching and Learning class, and it’s actually a two-parter. I’m spending about 15 pages writing about my composition class this term, focusing on one student’s work. I’m trying to capture the evolving perceptions we have, as teachers; in my paper, my perceptions are revealed to be correct but also incorrect. But then I redeem myself. And in part two, I get to describe how this narrative fits into other narratives of teaching and learning, with lots of academic language and works cited. That’s another 6 pages or so.

The other paper is for my Landscape and Literature class. 20 pages. Or is it 25? Lots of citations and academic language here, too. It’s on the way Los Angeles is portrayed in Raymond Chandler’s The Little Sister and how the city informed the writer and his work, with a fair bit of urban theory and references on the role of cities/LA in detective fiction. The class didn’t have anything to do with urban environments or even America — it was the landscape and literature of English country homes, with a big chuck of the gothic. Most people are writing about Dracula or As You Like It or one of the other works we read in class. I could have done that; it certainly would have been easier. But I wanted to write about the landscape of LA and how it informs the literature of the city, I read The Long Embrace and couldn’t get Chandler out of my head.

Now my head is all muddled up with this stuff. Wish me luck.

I found, after spending ten years as a journalist, learning to say exactly what I meant in short sentences, that I must learn, if I was to achieve literature and favorable reviews, to write as though I were not quite sure about what I meant but was jolly well going to say something all the same in sentences as long as possible.

– Stella Gibbons, the forward to Cold Comfort Farm, 1932

Racial politics in Pittsburgh, from the MFA perspective. It’s like it’s the 70s. Or the 50s. Or maybe even the 30s.

Jane Smiley on Jennifer Weiner’ Certain Girls. She condescends about genre, then workshops the book in place of reviewing it: “If she had asked me, I would have said, ‘Tell the whole story from the kid’s perspective.’ That would have been the more daring and intriguing way to use the material.” The time for conversations about how Weiner should tell the story is over; a review ought to meet the completed, edited, published book on its own terms. Plus, Smiley obsesses about the cover over the contents, and the cover is pink (she’s — ahem — not a fan). How about we don’t judge a book by its pink cover? Or, while we’re at it, chicks by the brownness or whiteness of their skin? (see above).

Ed strikes back at Smiley. Look out.

And it turns out that this review would have run pretty much as is, no matter who was editing the book review at the Philadelphia Inquirer.

Pitt’s online literary magazine Hot Metal Bridge has launched its third issue. I particularly love the short story by Dan Chaon and the interview with Tom Perrotta. But I admit I haven’t read the poetry yet, and sped through the nonfiction fairly quickly, so I imagine it’s all good. Great! It’s all great.

Hats off to Kelly Ramsey and Ashleigh Pedersen, the new co-editors, who’ve done tons of work putting this issue together (as have Sal Pane and Adri Ramirez and Phil Rau and Alexandra Valint and everyone else on staff). Me, I’ve done nothing more than enjoy the contents; I’m simply editor emerita.

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